a place where i can talk about the things i want, the things i see, the things i like, and the things i want. from sex, drugs, music, art, crafts, jokes, tattoos anything my lil heart desires. just another way for me to be me. just a lil bit of my everyday life!

coming to you from small town San Marcos Tx. im single 30 and trying to love the single life, with no kids and nothing to hold me back the skys the limit. i can do what i want when i want and have fun doing it.

dont be a puss and have balls to ask me anything you can come up with or just want to know .... do that here ....

 

tfailmakesart:



Untitled - 14 x 14, Acrylic ink on cradled birch.

 i will have this painting !!! the last one that tfail painted i bought :]

tfail:

I’m not usually a fan of gold but…

 love love love love love her art.  i think its about time to buy another piece

tfail:

I’m not usually a fan of gold but…

 love love love love love her art.  i think its about time to buy another piece

hi tfail !!!

all i can say is HELL YAY !! thanks for the follow :]

if your not following her and if you dont know her art i feel bad for you !!

FOLLOW HER AND CHECK OUT HER ART

awkwardpandaisaaaaawkward asked
i have little ghostpandas for sale if you're interested. i would sell you this one but i want like $300 for it haha.
 

haha yeah no i dont want it that bad i still havent gotten my other one

:] headdress blue     by tfail

thunderpanda:

sometimes when im sad ill try putting on a silky nightgown and pretend that i am a movie star from the 40’s.

i want that painting ! cute nightgown

thunderpanda:

sometimes when im sad ill try putting on a silky nightgown and pretend that i am a movie star from the 40’s.

i want that painting ! cute nightgown

why?

opinkylulu:

theycallmebear:

opinkylulu:

Why do i let myself get here? Im happy, right? the little voice in my head fights my soul. Beats it with a bat to saty where it is… my soul hides from that little voice. Its the voice of reason.

which part of your happiness are your questioning?

all of it i guess. I dont everyday but sometimes when im alone i wonder if its real enough to be what it is. Its hard to know that I’ve done alot of bad things and I’m not now, but all the bad things led to here so if we learn fom are mistakes then maybe it will be ok. On the other hand we are doomed to repeat our past, we are creatures of habit. So sometimes I feel like a ticking time bomb. But it all works out in the end.

i hope your happy.  youve got a great husband three wonderful kids.  do you wish sometimes that you were happy to go and come as your please?  its not all what its cracked up to be.  i miss the regualr order of things when i was with ‘lincoln man’ and hayden.  they made me happy but since i dont have that anymore i found that im the only one that can make me happy.  you have to find happiness within yourself to be happy period.  hopefully things will work themselves out so you can see that things around you are just fine.  maybe you need another outlet to express yourself?  you can start painting !! id like to have some art on my walls :]